waiting in the wallows.

It's been over a week since i've blogged. i've been drowning in work. assignments. visa applications. birthdays. ceremonies. etc. it's a very HAPPY busy. one that i treasure. today i have to type a French paper and finish some paperwork for France. another exciting thing is that i've met some incredible people in the past couple of weeks. they are FUNNY. BEAUTIFUL. INTERESTING. CHALLENGING. the only sad thing is that i lost a good friendship. no, he's still very much alive and breathing, just has decided that i'm not a good fit for his life. it hurt at first. but then suddenly it didn't as i realized that i know my abilities to love are endless and my friendship to someone is also a gift (as a cherish both things greatly). although i didn't do anything wrong, i think he's going through things in his life that will be expedited without me in the picture. i'm totally okay with that.. but that sad thing is.. i'm not sure i'll be there wh...